Monday, December 22, 2008

somewhat angry..

BRIT
1. your friends with an whorey asian
2. twilight, because i've seen it and yu havnt lol
3. potato
4.....CHLOE
5. outside fish bowl at spc in yr 9. . yu were upset lol
6. poodle...first one that came to my head
7. what's the definition of brittany?
8.yur just a lil scared of me ^_^



YOU. you fat cunt.
your a fucker. 
stop bebo stalking my friends that you don't know.
stop trying to pull me away from all my other friends
stop thinking every single guy i hang out with i'm going to get into
stop trying to touch me
leave my love the fuck alone
and stop trying to plan your future around mine. you will not be in it. so fuck off.

thats all =]
x




Wednesday, December 17, 2008

comment with your name and:

1.i'll respond with something random about you
2.i'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3.i'll pick a food to throw at you in the school cafe
4. i'll say something that only makes sense to you and me
5.i'll tell you my first memory of you
6.i'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7.i'll ask you something i've always wondered about you.
8.i'll tell you my favorite thing about you
9. if you play, you MUST post this on yours

Circus. . .

continuation from the Ten things i like about myself: (thanks to emily)
7. my belly button
8. my carefree walk
9. my 'do i look like i care' look
10. the caring tone in my voice when i talk to those i care about
... you're a odd child, and you like odd things about me. but i love you lol


sooo. . sam carren got an altezza. . am i happy? NO i am not happy. so. . because tonight when i tried to break into it i discovered it didn't have an alarm i decided that i am going to steal the A from the front and wear it as a necklace. . and also bottle the fuck out of it. maybe put another ox heart in his exhaust. . that was fun last time.

yeah, I'm kind of bored.
i was in town. . but I'm not now. obviously.
can someone tell me what to do with my life? please

i want to play this, right now!!!
like seriously, its such a cool game. when i get my own house I'm building a special room in it, wanna know what its like? well i based it on what you can do in this game so its. . crazy. lol ok..
the floor is a giant squishy bouncy thing. . and so are the walls but the walls and roof also have velcro on them and i will be wearing a velcro suit so i can jump off the floor and onto the roof it will be so cool. . also i will have a skateboard thats wrapped in velcro so when i go down my ramp (also in this room) i can do a flip and land on the roof. 
I'm so excited!!!!! (sorry em, you will kinda have to put up with me in this room. but you can join ^_^ xx)




Tuesday, December 16, 2008

love. .

for one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks...the work for which all other work is but preparation.

thats a nice quote, don't you think? i mean yes. love is hard, very hard. just ask anyone who has had their heart broken.
but like all work, isn't it also rewarding. don't the rewards far out weigh the negativity of how hard it is to love someone?

well i think it is, personally i think love is the greatest thing in the world, as much as it may hurt and feel like it is killing you. i think, in-fact, love saves so many people.
without love they have nothing so really it is their love that keeps them alive..thats just my theory anyway....


i love love, its nice
kinda makes me feel like this. .

but not really, because thats just. . wrong, but you get the idea.


lalala i'm happy. Which is odd because right now i have no real reason to be happy. .i mean the person i want i cant have due to a small 600 km's separating us but thats COOL and i really hate gore but am stuck here for quite some time. . yet i am happy

odd thing happiness. . i don't like it. LOL

i wish i could tell people i'm 'taken' =(
oh well

hmm lets do the thing i stole off brit who stole from kenzie. . 
TEN THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF. . 
1. my neck ^_^ various reasons
2. my eyes when they go real light blue
3. my right arm.LOL
4. my freakishly small wrists
5. my scar's on my leg. . oh how i LOVE them
6. actually all my scar's.. dose that count?
7. still thinking
8. still thinking
9. still thinking
10. still thinking

^help would be greatly appreciated, cheers

i feel like having sex, but can i? NO =[
i cannot wait for Wanaka next year
i will have fun.

i think that is quite enough from me.

goodbye to all and to YOU my favorite person in all the world, i love you with all my heart =]
xxxxxxx

Monday, December 15, 2008

to my friends. .

i may be white trash but you better listen to me, yes YOU. actually both of you, this is what i want you to do. . . 

Talk to each other!!!!!!!! and do it now or else i will tie you both up and force you to.
what do you have to loose by being honest with each other!?
NOTHING! thats what.
you cant regret being honest with each other and yourselves. 
your running out of time so just DO IT! who knows what will happen.

so what if it ends badly, blame me if you must!!! JUST TALK!

got it?
good.
if i dont see some communication i will be down there so fast.

ok, done
x

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Super Saiyans have emotions to

my best friend, i care so much for you. why wont you let me in.
even if i cant help i would like to try, i want to be able to fix it, make you feel better,
don't feel like you have to go through this on your own. I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU.

i cant wait a few months, I'm to worried, I'm scared. i love you.


hello, i love you,
           i want you,
           i need you.



and I'm not just saying that to get into your pants.

i need you in my life, please don't leave.
i love you to much.




and YOU i hate you.
i may have loved you once, but you changed and not for the better. you hurt me to many times and now i just don't care, do what you like just stay the fuck out of my life, don't ever try and use me again, i used to do what you wanted, not anymore. i want nothing to do with you as long as you are continuing to be a complete and utter bitch. soon there will be no one left for you, and i cant wait for that day.
come back to me when you've changed.

The ramblings of a drunken bum

cynthia- i hate you. if its the last thing i do on this earth, i will hunt you down. and i will kill you, i dont care what happens to me as long as you suffer, 
i will burn down your house and make you cry out in pain, i will hurt all that you hold dear.
you are the one person that can ruin my night, you think your tough. BULLSHIT. im tough bitch, you hide behind your badge.
next time i see you. your dead.

now for picket- we have been friends since. . .year 10, lets not count year 9. . lol. ok so when have i ever told you to do something that i didnt think would work or would do myself?. . dont answer that. but honestly, go for it, if you dont i will lol HAHA, im funny but no seriously, do as i say for i am god.

if it ends badly, just dont blame me lol nah but honestly, im not silly, you are. if you let this pass you by!! not even im that stupid, yes. im calling you stupid lol its for your own good.
ok. .done

Ek Het Jou Lief


you. your the one.
the one and only, the one that made me see that i needed to open my eyes, to get out there, to learn to love again and let people in. you didn't even know you were doing it but you were, and it worked.

as messed up as it may seem right now, as confused and hurt you may be. i love you.
i have from the start, and will continue to for a very long time.

in movies when you hear people say "they're the one" then they end up doing all that loved dovey sentimental crap, i spent years mocking those movies.

but i understand now. When you know the ONE you really know the one.
your my one forever and always.
i will never leave, your my best friend and lover, i couldn't ask for more.xx


and YOU you silly girl, take my advise, i know what im talking about! i am good at these things lol, trust me i really am.
just put yourself out there, have no regrets. do what you must, let it harm none.
if it ends badly or messy, at least you'll know you tried.