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No matter what i still and will always...

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love you
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Forever my Angel

All For One

. . . . .River Flows in You by Yiruma most beautiful piano piece iv heard in a very long time.
also Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World, another wonderful song.

And let us not forget Love Story by Taylor Swift.
each of these songs are simply amazing, they can almost make me cry. which is difficult as some people know, i don't cry easily.

ok.. RANT TIME!

what pisses me off:

people who have difficulty breathing
Chris
Jordan
Ben
Ash
people who multi task when they shouldn't be
Emma Price's dandruff problem
Emma Price's smell
people telling me what to do
Mrs Lightfoot
Mrs Ditfort
people trying to sing when they cant
people eating my shit
fat people wearing spandex (barf)
Lucy Dewhurst (nuf said)
not getting what i want
people coming onto me
people flirting with me
people drinking MY LnP

i know..I'm being a bitch but I DON'T CARE! im in a bad mood and i want to yell
also I'm not too fond of the 'colored' people atm..especially those fucking 11yearolds yelling things at me while I'm walking to Merivale. I mean honestly, your 11!! get a fucking life i do not want to 'sit on your lap'...homo's..go back to africa and get AIDS.

yeah, bitchy i know.
thats how i feel atm so sue me.

what i do like though is:

Fighting e.g.
punching
kicking
biting
slapping
flicking
and pinching
MY one and only

and thats it :)
have a nice day mother fuckers
xx

LOL

SUMMER JAM SOON!! Yay
Am excited as hell, and then wellington the next day, lots of shopping and art expo. Yay for me!

today has been like..awesome! the 2nd best day of my life so far i would say.
As long as i don't think about the conditions of my happiness...I will stay this happy :)

I decided, i hate ALL boys. Not just one or two, all of them. Every last disgusting mongrel.
They should all leave me alone, i thought if i didn't go out with them they'd stay away. but NO. They're still in my life and affect me more than usual. UGH. One day, they will not be around. And THEN i will be extremely happy, happy forever and ever with one person for the rest of my life.exciting stuff that, very exciting.

Kirby, Emily EW and myself all just chilling...we are so exciting.
This day we got Thai, it was really good.
then we watched Grey's Anatomy.








Kirby's from Alex...lol
and she say's Gore's a hole. What a joke.


How is my Brittany?
i miss you.

i went to a party on friday, it was...interesting. I was hi. And i liked it.
there was someone missing from it though, someone that would have made this party much better than it was anyway.

xxx

Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n Roll

tempting....oh so VERY tempting, it would be so easy to just. do it. but i wont, i cant do that to someone i love.

new years: interesting...very interesting, not what i expected but it was good, the getting only an hour sleep though. not so fun.

will you marry me?

that, folks. is a interesting question that provokes much thought, even to someone as young as 17, its nice to

think 'what if..'
.id like to be asked that question..truth is, i would love to. more that just love to, i would jump at the chance. thinking about it makes me excited and get little butterfly's in my stomach, like when you kiss that special someone.
there are two sides of it, logic and my heart. i often don't listen to logic like..EVER. but i fear this time i might just have to.

i love you. unconditionally, its just very hard not to listen to everyone else, everyday.
oh well, who said love was easy? good thing fighting is a passion of mine.

I'm finally back on, yay! took me a while with school and..all the other crap going on.
how is everyone?? good i hope.

what sort of dress should i have for my ball?? suggestions would be greatly appreciated considering the only advise i was given was 'make sure its see through'. no Eli, it will not be see through. lol

that' s all for now ^_^

xoxo
below is the great video of some of the members in my year attaching bra's to Christ's College gate at 4am on Friday..good times

somewhat angry..

BRIT

1. your friends with an whorey asian

2. twilight, because i've seen it and yu havnt lol

3. potato

4.....CHLOE

5. outside fish bowl at spc in yr 9. . yu were upset lol

6. poodle...first one that came to my head

7. what's the definition of brittany?

8.yur just a lil scared of me ^_^

YOU. you fat cunt.

your a fucker. 

stop bebo stalking my friends that you don't know.

stop trying to pull me away from all my other friends

stop thinking every single guy i hang out with i'm going to get into

stop trying to touch me

leave my love the fuck alone

and stop trying to plan your future around mine. you will not be in it. so fuck off.

thats all =]

x

comment with your name and:

1.i'll respond with something random about you

2.i'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.

3.i'll pick a food to throw at you in the school cafe

4. i'll say something that only makes sense to you and me

5.i'll tell you my first memory of you

6.i'll tell you what animal you remind me of

7.i'll ask you something i've always wondered about you.

8.i'll tell you my favorite thing about you

9. if you play, you MUST post this on yours

Circus. . .

continuation from the Ten things i like about myself: (thanks to emily)

7. my belly button

8. my carefree walk

9. my 'do i look like i care' look

10. the caring tone in my voice when i talk to those i care about

... you're a odd child, and you like odd things about me. but i love you lol

sooo. . sam carren got an altezza. . am i happy? NO i am not happy. so. . because tonight when i tried to break into it i discovered it didn't have an alarm i decided that i am going to steal the A from the front and wear it as a necklace. . and also bottle the fuck out of it. maybe put another ox heart in his exhaust. . that was fun last time.

yeah, I'm kind of bored.

i was in town. . but I'm not now. obviously.

can someone tell me what to do with my life? please

i want to play this, right now!!!

like seriously, its such a cool game. when i get my own house I'm building a special room in it, wanna know what its like? well i based it on what you can do in this game so its. . crazy. lol ok..

the floor is a giant squishy bouncy thing. . and so are the walls but the walls and roof also have velcro on them and i will be wearing a velcro suit so i can jump off the floor and onto the roof it will be so cool. . also i will have a skateboard thats wrapped in velcro so when i go down my ramp (also in this room) i can do a flip and land on the roof. 

I'm so excited!!!!! (sorry em, you will kinda have to put up with me in this room. but you can join ^_^ xx)

love. .

for one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks...the work for which all other work is but preparation.

thats a nice quote, don't you think? i mean yes. love is hard, very hard. just ask anyone who has had their heart broken.

but like all work, isn't it also rewarding. don't the rewards far out weigh the negativity of how hard it is to love someone?

well i think it is, personally i think love is the greatest thing in the world, as much as it may hurt and feel like it is killing you. i think, in-fact, love saves so many people.

without love they have nothing so really it is their love that keeps them alive..thats just my theory anyway....

i love love, its nice

kinda makes me feel like this. .

but not really, because thats just. . wrong, but you get the idea.

lalala i'm happy. Which is odd because right now i have no real reason to be happy. .i mean the person i want i cant have due to a small 600 km's separating us but thats COOL and i really hate gore but am stuck here for quite some time. . yet i am happy

odd thing happiness. . i don't like it. LOL

i wish i could tell people i'm 'taken' =(

oh well

hmm lets do the thing i stole off brit who stole from kenzie. . 

TEN THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF. . 

1. my neck ^_^ various reasons

2. my eyes when they go real light blue

3. my right arm.LOL

4. my freakishly small wrists

5. my scar's on my leg. . oh how i LOVE them

6. actually all my scar's.. dose that count?

7. still thinking

8. still thinking

9. still thinking

10. still thinking

^help would be greatly appreciated, cheers

i feel like having sex, but can i? NO =[

i cannot wait for Wanaka next year

i will have fun.

i think that is quite enough from me.

goodbye to all and to YOU my favorite person in all the world, i love you with all my heart =]

xxxxxxx

to my friends. .

i may be white trash but you better listen to me, yes YOU. actually both of you, this is what i want you to do. . . 

Talk to each other!!!!!!!! and do it now or else i will tie you both up and force you to.

what do you have to loose by being honest with each other!?

NOTHING! thats what.

you cant regret being honest with each other and yourselves. 

your running out of time so just DO IT! who knows what will happen.

so what if it ends badly, blame me if you must!!! JUST TALK!

got it?

good.

if i dont see some communication i will be down there so fast.

ok, done

x

Super Saiyans have emotions to

my best friend, i care so much for you. why wont you let me in.

even if i cant help i would like to try, i want to be able to fix it, make you feel better,

don't feel like you have to go through this on your own. I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU.

i cant wait a few months, I'm to worried, I'm scared. i love you.

hello, i love you,

           i want you,

           i need you.

and I'm not just saying that to get into your pants.

i need you in my life, please don't leave.

i love you to much.

and YOU i hate you.

i may have loved you once, but you changed and not for the better. you hurt me to many times and now i just don't care, do what you like just stay the fuck out of my life, don't ever try and use me again, i used to do what you wanted, not anymore. i want nothing to do with you as long as you are continuing to be a complete and utter bitch. soon there will be no one left for you, and i cant wait for that day.

come back to me when you've changed.