sweet dreams are made of this..

imagine being in a car crash, passing out and waking up in a hospital bed after having the fright of your life, in both physical and emotional pain.
who would you want to see by your bed side? half asleep trying to stay awake to watch over you after staying up since they got the news just to make sure you were OK. who would you want that to be?

If your family was killed in a accident, who would you want to come to you, hold you and tell you it would all be OK. whisper in your ear about nothing important at all just so you know that you have someone there for you, that will hold you through every tear, breakdown and painful moment.

If you got into a fight with your best friend, who would you want to take your side and say 'its their loss, your an amazing person'

If you won an important award, that you had worked your whole life for, put blood, sweat and tears into. who would you want sitting in the front row, crying tears of happiness along with you. and when you come down and sit in the crowd the one who hugs you and tells you how proud they are of you. and how much they love you and deserve that prize.

In the morning when you roll over in the one you love's arms. who is that person?

who is it you see waiting for you as you walk down the isle?
who is it you want to help raise, teach, discipline, play with and influence your children?
who do you want to kiss goodbye every morning before work?
kiss hello when you get home?
and kiss just before you fall asleep, just to say 'see you when you wake up my love'

i do love you.
but if that person is not me,
i will not understand,
i will not be happy,
i will be hurt,
and my heart will be broken.
BUT i will still be your friend,
i will still hold you through hard times,
when a boy hurts you i will still kick him in the balls
and i will still laugh with you.
you will always be my angel. no matter how hard it may be for me, i will always care for you.
my first true love.
till the day i die, you will always be the one.
xxxx