Today was hard and i didn't enjoy it one bit.

But I was happy I cried in front of you,

I don't cry, I'm not allowed to cry, but I could not stand in front of you and hide it.

I was happy I cried, that you could see me like that, it means you really are the dearest person in my life. 

I trust you. (I do not trust anyone else in my life)

and I hope you trust me to, because when I promise you I will never hurt you again- I mean it and will stick to it!

Your sad? your in pain? your hurt? 

Im not really sure, but I know something is wrong (no shit) and I have this very strong need to help! Your so special to me that I stress and panic because I don't know what to do. 

So for now I'm here just waiting, but if there is anything I can do to make it better, please come to me, ask it of me, talk to me....

Because well, I love you Princess always have always will

xxx Ek het jou lief