xoxx

this can end in two ways.

1. you are honest with yourself, your friends and your family.
you stop being ashamed of who you are, stop caring what people thing. You witnessed it today, the people who really care about you are happy for us. they are your/ our true friends. not the ones who dont care.
You love me and trust me and know that even if everyone hates you, i will get you through it. I will save you and protect you from everything.

or

2. we will continue like this, you will hide. I will be in pain. You will say sorry and i will forgive you. We will continue like this until one of us leaves. and breaks the other ones heart. Circle of death kind of thing.
It will be hard and difficult and have more days like we did today. We will continue to be happy with each other but really have nothing.

these are our two options.
I do trust you, I know you will never mean to hurt me.
But it will happen wont it? No false hope.


Ek Het Jou Lief
but is that enough?

xxx